Wholeheartedly

29 Aug

Two months ago Claude and I finished a prayer tour of Burundi. We went to the 18 Provinces over a 7-month period. Throughout the tour we have prayed a small prayer that God gave us from a retreat centre we went to in Wales last August. Ffald-y-Brenin is one of the most peaceful and powerful places I have ever been to. The presence of God led us to our knees in the small stone chapel and on the hillside by a tall wooden cross. The Caleb Prayer for Wales is a 7-line prayer with each line based on a verse or verses in the bible. The biblical character of Caleb didn’t pray this prayer, but it is based on the character of Caleb and how he followed God with all of his heart. You can read more about the prayer; it’s origin and how many people throughout Wales prayed it daily for a year, in Roy Godwin’s book ‘The Grace Outpouring’. After our time in Wales, we were inspired to pray this prayer over the Nation of Burundi. We contacted Ffald-y-Brenin and got permission to translate the Caleb Prayer into Kirundi and encourage people to pray it in Burundi. The Ffald-y-Brenin staff also told us that they would join us to pray for Burundi! Wow.

During our prayer tour of Burundi we have prayed the Caleb Prayer for Burundi by ourselves, with individuals and groups. We have prayed with Pastors, Priests, Bishops, and the Archbishop. We have prayed with Governors and Administrators. We prayed it with police chiefs while we were under arrest (true story). We have prayed it in big Cathedrals and tiny prayer rooms. We have prayed it on mountaintops and at borders with surrounding countries. The prayer was prayed at the National Day of Unity in January. My favourite was praying it with a beautiful group of faithful prayer warriors in a tiny room at the back of a church. We were sitting on mats on the floor with babies crying and it was super squashy and hot. It was raining outside and sometimes it was hard to hear each other speak. But oh did we pray for Burundi. We sang and danced and prayed. It was so special and humbling.

Praying the Caleb Prayer in unity with church leaders

One morning back in April we sat reading the bible outside our hotel room. It was the day before the most challenging day of the whole tour. We had no idea what was ahead. And together Claude and I read Joshua chapter 14, which shares the story of how Caleb receives his inheritance of the land Hebron that was promised to him many years before. God started to speak to us through these verses. I want to share these thoughts and maybe it will help you to understand some of the reasons why we have spent 7-months traveling and praying for a Nation!

Wholeheartedly

Caleb is known as a person who followed God wholeheartedly. In Joshua 14, three times we read how he followed the Lord his God wholeheartedly (verses 8, 9 and 14). Wholeheartedly = With complete sincerity and commitment (Oxford Dictionary). Caleb is so sure of his relationship with God and his commitment to follow him all the days of his life that he tells Joshua “I, however, followed the Lord my God wholeheartedly.” (verse 8) This challenges me. I want to follow the Lord my God with everything I am and everything I have, but some days I’m not following wholeheartedly. When God asked Claude and I to travel to each of the 18 provinces in Burundi to pray, I didn’t respond in my heart with a wholehearted YES! If I am completely honest I really wanted to settle and have a home. We had been travelling a lot during the first months of marriage and the thought of visiting 18 more places and sleeping in many more beds was not my idea of fun. I was reluctant in my heart. And then the fear…for both of us the real deal dark crippling fear. I can’t write about the reasons why, but there was fear. What is going to happen? People told us not to do it. They shared their bad experiences. But both Claude and I knew that obedience was the key and so we chose to follow God’s call as wholeheartedly as we could.

Walking the land

When Caleb was 40 years old, Moses had spoken to him and said, “The land on which your feet have walked will be your inheritance…” (verse 9). There is something so significant about walking the land. OK, we had a car and we drove 1000s of kilometres over the 7 months. However, in each of the 18 provinces we put our feet on the ground and walked the land.

Entering one of the provinces

Receiving a promise of inheritance

Moses gave Caleb a promise of inheritance. The land of Hebron, which he walked on when Moses sent him, Joshua and 10 other Israelite leaders into the land God was giving them to make a report about the land and the fruitfulness of the land. The promise came because of Caleb’s wholehearted character. It isn’t just about walking the land, this has to come with a wholehearted following of God. Like Caleb, we want to receive a promise of inheritance, not for our own benefit, but to see the people of Burundi rise up into the inheritance they have as children of God. It has to start with people following God wholeheartedly.

Remembering the promise and asking

In Joshua 14 we read how Caleb remembered the promise of inheritance after 45 years and asked Joshua to give it to him. “Now give me this hill country that the Lord promised me that day” (verse 12). Caleb faithfully treasured the promise in his heart and waited many years. He didn’t forget. And he asked for the promise to be fulfilled. He asked for his inheritance. Burundi is hill country. Apart from the capital city that sits in a plain by Lake Tanganyika, Burundi is all rolling hills and big mountains! So we join with Caleb and ask God for the hill country. For the salvation and transformation of people.

Receiving the inheritance

Caleb received his inheritance. “Then Joshua blessed Caleb son of Jephunneh and gave him Hebron as his inheritance.” (verse 13) Wow. Sometimes we have to wait many years to see the promises from God fulfilled in our lives. Caleb was 85 years old and had waited 45 years to see the promise of the inheritance of Hebron fulfilled. He had followed God wholeheartedly over all these years. We have to keep following God wholeheartedly.

No more war

The promise was fulfilled and Caleb had his inheritance of the land of Hebron. We then read, that April morning, the last line of the whole chapter and story and hope rose in our hearts, “Then the land had rest from war.” (verse 15b) What an incredible end to the story. Rest-from-war. Our desire to follow God wholeheartedly and continue in obedience to prayer walk the land of Burundi was ignited afresh. We want to see our fellow Burundians follow God wholeheartedly. We want to see a Nation at rest from war. We want to see transformation and radical revival.

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And now we have ‘finished’ we don’t know the impact our walking of the land has had. It was an act of obedience and faith. It was done as wholeheartedly as possible, although please hear me there were times we grumbled and wanted to give up. We trust that the Caleb Prayer for Burundi will continue to be prayed across every Province.

And now we have ‘finished’ we don’t want to become complacent. No, more than ever we have to seek God with all of our heart so that we find him and share him and follow him more wholeheartedly than ever! What about you are you following God wholeheartedly? What about the promises He has given you? Remember you may have to wait many years…

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Packing list

12 Jun

A week ago, Claude and I, once again packed up our things into the car and set off upcountry to finish our prayer tour of this beautiful Nation in the heart of Africa. Four remaining provinces to visit, three in the North and the rural part of Bujumbura that sweeps around the capital city from the lakeside up into the mountains. The number of beds slept in continues to increase and the adventures add up. There really is so much to see in this small mountainous country, perhaps I will share the top tourist travel locations once we have finished this tour.

Fifteen years ago this month, my friend Jules and I did the Tour of Mont Blanc starting in France and walking 180km over 10 days into Italy, Switzerland and back to France. We booked the flights before we read the guidebook, which meant we walked before the season started – there was still lots of snow, even in June, campsites were shut and we nearly ran out of food. But it was an incredible adventure. Still my best of the walking kind. We got bad sunburn, our bodies ached, but the views were incredible…

Ruth, 15 years ago, on the Tour of Mont Blanc

We each had a 65litre backpack into which we fitted (or attached to) a tent, camping mats, sleeping bag, a camping gas stove, saucepans, dried food for nearly 2 weeks, clothes, toiletries, chocolate, coffee and walking poles. We were hard-core. It felt like everyday we carried a bag the same bodyweight as ourselves, although we never actually got to weigh the bags. I thought I would have blisters on my feet from the walking, but it was the blisters on my back from the backpack that caused me more trouble. It was completely worth it for so many reasons – sense of achievement, the beauty of creation, people we met, sharing stories en route and when we got home.

This current adventure is somewhat different. There is no guidebook or set route to follow. And we don’t have to fit all we need into a 65litre backpack, phew. We have been reflecting on how blessed we are to have a car. To fill the boot (trunk) with our belongings and comfortably travel from Province to Province. We share the testimony of how God provided a good car for sale and then people blessed us with the finances to buy that car. God knew the journey we would be doing and how the car would help us fulfil His plan. Our car has climbed up steep mountain dirt roads with huge stones on. It has crossed bridges made from rickety planks of wood. Friends laid hands on our car, prayed and anointed it with oil and we continue to praise God that we don’t have car problems upcountry!

Claude inspecting a bridge before we crossed over in the car!

We have still been trying to limit what we take with us on each journey and somehow the packing gets easier the more times we do this. In case you ever get asked to do this adventure, these would be my tips of what to include on your packing list other than the usual things you would take on a journey:

  • Mosquito net – we learnt the hard way getting badly bitten due to a holey net in a place we stayed. Claude can expertly sleep wrapped up under a sheet, but I feel like I would suffocate myself so prefer a mosquito net. In one province we used our own net and managed to tie it from curtain rails and a clothes stand, but then had to remember to duck under the string every time we walked past the bed!
  • Cafetiere and coffee – Burundian coffee is amazing and we love it every morning. Always good to have with you in case the hotel or place to stay doesn’t have coffee or a means of making good coffee.
  • Scented candles – I feel at home if a place smells nice. Candles also really help if there is no electricity!
  • Radio – Claude loves listening to the news in French or Kirundi so we travel with his radio. It is really helpful to know what is going on in the country and/or world. If it is French radio I don’t register that he is listening because I don’t understand any French so will talk away to him. However, if it is Kirundi I am aware that he is listening to something. Language and the brain is a funny thing.
  • Pillows – this is a luxury and somewhat embarrassing walking into a guesthouse carrying a packet of pillows, but what a joy to put ones head on the same pillow each night.
  • Plastic sealable food bags or container – so helpful to put that special bar of chocolate or some peanuts in. There are lots of ants and cockroaches and rats everywhere so trying to avoid these little visitors. We had cockroaches in the bed in the middle of the night a few days ago… not good. Claude is a hero and spent nearly an hour killing the cockroaches that had mysteriously entered the room in force, while I held the torch from the bed!
  • Playing cards – there is a lot of time in the evenings (6pm) onward so unless we are visiting with people or there is a football match showing, then the entertainment is me beating Claude at cards – we do definitely need to learn some more card games for two though!
  • Bibles – we love giving a bible to someone who doesn’t have one. We haven’t purposely gone looking for people, but God has prompted us every now and then in a church to ask someone if they have a bible and when they say no, we are joyfully able to give them one.
  • Water filter – we try to filter water when we can to reduce the cost of buying water and also reduce the plastic consumption of buying bottled water. It is not always possible – especially if we hear there is a lot of sickness from water or we get freaked out when the water in the tap is very brown!
  • Jerry can with petrol – sometimes there is a fuel crisis and petrol is not available. We have taken a 20litre jerry can with petrol in on some of our journeys, however, the smell of petrol in the hotel or guest house rooms was getting a little too much. We couldn’t leave the jerry can in the car due to the heat. There has been occasions when we have queued for petrol…

The queue for petrol in one of the provinces

Packing lists and journeys. They go together. Like moving house and boxes. They go together. One advantage of moving so much is the regular opportunity to de-clutter. To tidy up. To clear out. To reduce again. To get rid of stuff. I don’t like lots of stuff. But I do like a home or to feel at home.

I have been thinking of the bigger journey we are on. The life journey. From this earth to another place. A better place, if we know Jesus and have the hope of eternal life with Him in heaven. What do we need to de-clutter from? What do we have on our packing list?

I am reminded of what Jesus said in His famous Sermon on the Mount about Treasures in Heaven:

Don’t keep hoarding for yourselves earthly treasures that can be stolen by thieves. Material wealth eventually rusts, decays, and loses its value. Instead, stockpile heavenly treasures for yourselves that cannot be stolen and will never rust, decay, or lose their value. For your heart will always pursue what you value as your treasure.” Matthew 6:19-21 TPT

So what are these ‘Heavenly treasures’? They are eternal realities. Loving others and doing good. Revealing truth, and bringing Christ’s light to the lost. (Taken from notes in The Passion Translation).

I am so challenged to love people more. To love. To speak the truth. To be light in the darkness. To love. LOVE WINS. Always.

I need a new packing list. To start with love and end with love. For every journey.

Marriage… a year on

13 Feb

We celebrated one year of marriage on Sunday. And what a year it has been…

 

7 countries

15 airport visits

38 beds in 27 towns or cities

2 wedding blessings in 2 countries

9 weeks of mission school

8 kilograms gained

We’ve made it! One year. And we are rejoicing. Not just at the fact we have reached this milestone, but at the sheer awesomeness of God who brought us together and continues to draw near to us as we draw near to Him. What an incredible adventurous journey when we say a big Yes to God and seek to obey Him each and every day. We couldn’t have planned it if we tried to, but as we yield to Him the Maker of Heaven and Earth, we are seeing doors open and breakthroughs happen, in our lives as well as others.

Two different cultures have come together and we are creating our new culture. Which we pray is a kingdom (Godly) culture.

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Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work:

If one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no-one to help him up!

Also, if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone?

Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves.

A cord of three strands is not quickly broken.

Ecclesiastes 4:9-12

I love how God loves marriage. It is His idea. I love how our earthly marriages are a picture and foretaste of the greatest marriage to come. I love how we get to share in this. And as marrieds on earth we have such a responsibility to model this picture in a world that struggles with marriage and commitment. Francis Chan, in his book ‘You and Me Forever’, puts it like this:

“Our marriages also play a significant role in His great plan. We are called to paint such an attractive picture of marriage that it causes people to long for the coming marriage with Jesus. God calls us to display the love and humility of Christ through our marriages.”

Don’t misunderstand me; our marriage is not all sunshine and smiles, like the fairy-tale movies make out. Oh no, it has definitely been the biggest transition of my life and there have been challenges and tears and even some anger. Long before we got married, even before we met, I was quite certain marriage was hard and cross-cultural marriage was harder. I even found myself saying, “I’ll never marry a Burundian!” Before, we got married; I asked close friends to pray with me and break any negative vows I had spoken over myself about “never” and “very hard”. It was refreshing when different friends prayed over us both and spoke the words, “Cross-cultural for you will be easy” and this is what I have re-spoken time and again, especially through tears when things seemed tough!

For those of you who know me, I am independent. I have been for years. Five years ago I left family and friends and came to Burundi alone. Getting on buses and motos and surprising Burundians with my independence and courage…of course I wasn’t alone as during that season I held on to God and my faith grew in ways I couldn’t imagine. God blessed me with amazing friends and people who see me as family, in addition to incredibly dedicated family and friends back in the UK who faithfully pray and cheer me on. I am also super organised and love to plan. My first primary school teacher told my parents that I had the gift of administration, even at age five the gift stood out. And suddenly in my 30s I have had to adjust to not be totally independent and now planning involves two people! In no way do I want to be dominant or leading our relationship. It is not what I believe God intended for marriage – the husband is the head of the family (see Ephesians 5:22-33). At the same time, I want to use the gifts God has given me and Claude is amazing at encouraging me to plan and organise.

We recently realised there is another deeper level to some of the struggles we have had – the underlying effects of the culture we were born in: a Western (past) colonising country resulting in a subconscious lack of trust and an African (past) colonised country resulting in a subconscious dependency. It is great we have had this revelation because now we can pray specifically and encourage each other with the opposite – deep trust and authentic leadership.

Until I got married, I didn’t realise I was quite so fiery when it comes to conflict. I don’t like conflict, never have, and I always avoided conflict with friends in the past, opting for the draw away quietly method, but not letting go. However, I hate being in conflict with someone and would lose sleep over it, so my response within marriage has been to get all the frustration out in one big (sometimes angry) burst. While, Claude’s temperament is to be quiet, draw back and process…which in turn has resulted in me getting more frustrated and saying even more things I don’t want to or should not say! But we are learning to come to some sort of middle ground and always try to “not let the sun go down on our anger” – well, talk calmly before going to bed, as the sun goes down at 6pm every day in Burundi.

I am so thankful for the three months we had at the beginning of our marriage living in a house together so we could get to know each other, learn to live together and have some fun…before the season of community living and travelling and being experts of literally living out of suitcases. If I am honest when God first asked us to continue being transient and pray around the country I was a little disappointed. I love adventure, but for the first major time in life I really wanted a home, a house to make our home. To unpack the boxes that are in various locations. To live ‘normally’. I guess it is the wifely nesting instinct which I’ve not experienced before. Interestingly, Claude and I have more joy, more unity and more love for each other when we are being obedient to God – which currently means living out of a suitcase, sometimes in other people’s houses or in cheap hotels, and speaking in churches, offices and prisons.

Perhaps the most transforming thing I have read is in Francis Chan’s book (see below) in a chapter titled, ‘Don’t waste your marriage, marriage in light of our mission’:

“He [God] has given us a clear mission–to make disciples. Yet Christian couples can most typically be found holding hands and skipping through life, ignoring the battle that rages around them. We have made happy families our mission. That is not the mission that Jesus gave us, but we try to justify this idolizing of marriage because it’s what we want.

As we have been saying, marriage is important, but it’s not the most important. When we focus on what is most important, our marriages will thrive because they will be functioning according to their design.”

We are seeing our marriage thrive as we step out in obedience to God. We don’t want to skip through life holding hands and miss out on the mission Jesus gave us. We know it won’t always be easy and there will be hardships, but we know as we persevere through these trials we will grow.

As we look to Jesus and press on towards the goal for which he has called us heavenward we have another revelation about what marriage is for. Tim Keller in his book ‘The Meaning of Marriage’ answers his own question asking what marriage is for with:

“It is for helping each other to become our own future glory-selves, the new creations that God will eventually make us. The common horizon husband and wife look toward is the Throne, and the holy, spotless, and blameless nature we will have. I can think of no more powerful common horizon than that, and that is why putting a Christian friendship at the heart of a marriage relationship can lift it to a level that no other vision for marriage approaches.”

He goes on to say:

“What keeps the marriage going is your commitment to your spouse’s holiness. You’re committed to his or her beauty. You’re committed to his greatness and perfection. You’re committed to her honesty and passion for the things of God. That is your job as a spouse. Any lesser goal than that, any smaller purpose, and you’re just playing at being married.”

I love this. I’m super challenged by this. Are you? What is your mission in marriage?

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Suggested Marriage reading for those preparing for marriage or newly married or perhaps even for couples who have been married for years:

  • Love Across Latitudes: A Workbook on Cross-cultural Marriage by Janet Fraser-Smith (definitely for people in a cross-cultural relationship, but I also think it has some really practical discussion points for people from the same country/culture).
  • The Science of a Woman-The Art of Manhood by Eric Smith (this is really descriptive about the physical side of marriage so don’t read until you are married or nearly married!!)
  • The Meaning of Marriage by Timothy Keller (quite academic)
  • You and Me Forever: Marriage in Light of Eternity by Francis & Lisa Chan (probably the best marriage book I have read).

A journey of obedience

15 Jan

Five years ago this month I packed two suitcases and got on a plane to Burundi having said a big “YES” to Papa God to step out to the unknown of a missionary life overseas. Recently, I was asked to share some of my story and I’ve found myself reflecting on this journey of obedience. I couldn’t have planned or written the story myself, but God has clearly weaved this beautiful, and sometimes painful, journey into existence.

The resignation letter… I remember so clearly sitting with my boss, at a big London children’s hospital where I worked as a pharmacist, with the letter shaking in my hand. I passed it to him and when he read the letter he asked me what am I going to do when I leave. I didn’t know. I guessed something to do with mission, but there was no clear plan, and if you know me I always have a plan. A plan for the day, a plan for the week, a plan for food, a plan for holidays, a plan for gifts, a plan for church activities, a plan for… And here I was without a clear plan for the next step post resignation. My boss handed me back the letter and encouraged me to keep the letter until I had plan. We played ‘pass the letter tennis’ for a few minutes as I shared that God had asked me to hand in my resignation. And there I had done it.

Preparation time… After finishing at my favourite job, I moved to All Nations Christian College and did a three month En Route to Mission course with an idea I would go to Burundi as a missionary. God was so kind as amongst the 13 students on the course there was a man from Burundi. A little confirmation that I was in the right place at the right time. From there I went to Burundi for a month to visit organisations and then on to Mozambique where I did Iris Global Harvest School for the first time. God knew I needed to receive His love and be completely transformed and forever changed so I could serve Him here in Burundi.

Feet on the ground… I arrived in Burundi with a two-week plan to stay with Burundian friends C&C. The two weeks turned into 7 months and I not only immersed myself in the culture, but learnt the language and what stepping out in faith looks like. Looking back God gave such a grace for that time. I remember the laughter I caused the family with my screams when the rats (well probably big mice) ran over my face in the bed, the visitors, the different foods and the day I got caught in the floods and had to be carried over a river.

Overcoming fear… Sometimes our journey requires us to overcome fear. It was a few days after the family first let me out by myself. I came back from town on the bus and as I walked across a dirt school playground a young man who had tried following me from church on numerous occasions was suddenly alongside me. Fear. The real deal fear that chokes at the neck. He had found me. I turned around and half-ran half-tripped back to the main road and just jumped onto a passing moto taxi. The next day I had a choice – do I go out again by myself or let fear control me? I was reminded of a key life verse:

“The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry, “Abba, Father.” Romans 8:15 (emphasis mine)

So I decided to not live in fear, but as a child of God walk in confidence and knowing my inheritance that I could ask God to hide me supernaturally if the young man was there.

Angels all around… I will never ever know the number of times angels have protected me here in Burundi. One day clearly sticks in my mind. I was driving my good friend and her new baby to the vaccination clinic. They were both in the front passenger seat with no seatbelt. It was a clear good road and I think I was driving about 45mph on the dual carriageway. A bus parked at the side of the road pulled out and started driving across the dual carriageway in front of me to turn the other way. I slammed on the brakes, but knew we were not going to stop in time. My only option was to shout “Jesus”, and the next thing I knew the steering wheel had turned and the car came to a stop a finger gap from the turning bus. A miracle.

A move to the mountains… A year later God moved me up into the mountains to serve the beautiful TCOAC (The Cries of a Child) family. There are many previous blogs about the joys and tears of being on the frontline in a rural Burundian village. Babies needing milk as their mamas had died in childbirth. Opening a medical clinic and working on logistics such as no fuel for the generator and the generator needed for the oxygen machine with a baby heavily dependent on oxygen! The journey there was clearly God, but there were days I literally started to pack my suitcase to leave. And then God’s gentle whisper, “Don’t run away” and I reluctantly unpacked my bag. That is where I really grew, in character, in using my gifts, in leadership, and in learning to trust. And of course, it was in my obedience of staying that I met Claude!

Journey of obedience… So what is the point of me sharing all this? I think I am so challenged about obedience and continuing to walk on this journey of obedience and want to encourage you on your journey. Obedience is the highest form of worship. If we love God we obey him (see John 14:15,21,23). At church yesterday morning, the preacher spoke from Genesis 12 and how Abram had to be obedient:

The Lord had said to Abram, “Go from your country, your people and your father’s household to the land I will show you. I will make you into a great nation, and I will bless you; I will make your name great, and you will be a blessing.” Genesis 12:1-2

We often want the blessing and our name to be made great, but OBEDIENCE comes before the blessing. Please hear me, I have many stories of getting it wrong, of being disobedient, of falling short, and messing it up. Pray for me to hear God and to walk in obedience! Pray for Claude and I to hear God and to walk in obedience so we can be a blessing to the Nation of Burundi!

Claude’s culture shocks

30 Oct

I thought it would be interesting to describe the culture shocks of someone leaving East Africa for the first time and travelling to Mozambique, South Africa and the UK. Don’t worry Claude has given permission to share these thoughts.

Another language

I thought the culture shocks for Claude would start when we arrived in the UK, but no they started in Mozambique when we arrived there in June. For the first time Claude was in a country where he couldn’t speak the language – both the local tribal language and the National language. Claude has been to Rwanda, Uganda and Kenya before, but has never had an issue communicating as he speaks and understands Swahili, English and Kinyarwanda. In fact Claude speaks 4 languages (or 5 if you include Kinyarwanda which is very similar to Kirundi) so I didn’t really think about communication and language being a problem. Within a few days of being in Mozambique and being out in the village or market, I saw the frustration and anger of not being able to communicate rise up in Claude. Of course, being a fellow African, the local Mozambicans thought he would speak Portuguese due to his black skin that made the frustration even worse. I am really thankful that Claude had this experience, as now he understands what it must feel like for a visitor to Burundi who does not speak French or Kirundi. Now in the UK, Claude continues to tell people that English is his fourth language after Kirundi, French and Swahili, but I am convinced his English is now second!

The ocean has salt

The first weekend we were in Mozambique we walked on the beach in Pemba. Claude dived into the Indian ocean and came up spluttering and said, “Urgh the water is soooo salty!” I replied telling him of course it is the ocean. It was a shock for him and he didn’t expect to taste the salt in the water. Why would you, if you come from a land-locked country with only a fresh water lake, which does have little waves and sandy beaches?! He proclaimed he would never again go in the ocean due to the salt and also how blessed we are in Burundi to have good fresh water! However, the next weekend he did go back in the ocean and thoroughly enjoyed snorkelling and looking for fish!

Fast roads

From Mozambique we flew into Johannesburg for a 2-day transit. It was about 9pm when we left the airport in a jeep driven by a foreigner who was not sure of the way back to the accommodation. Claude was sitting in the front passenger seat as I didn’t even think about this being a new experience for him. Within minutes of leaving the airport we were on the vast Johannesburg motorway (highway) network. As it was late there were not many vehicles, but those that were there were driving very fast. Claude was completely terrified of the speed of all the vehicles coupled with a driver who kept looking at the GPS on his phone! In Burundi, and other East African countries it is very hard to drive fast because either there is too much traffic or the roads are not suitable for speed. I found it scary, so for Claude who has never been on a motorway before I can’t even begin to imagine the fear.

Weather talk

Within the first few days of being in the UK, Claude quickly realised why every British person talks about the weather! We had the heating on in August and were wearing t-shirts in October. In one day, Claude changed his clothes 3 times due to the changing weather. In Burundi, it is either the rainy season where it rains each day and you may need a sweater and definitely an umbrella. Or it is the dry season where it is hot and dry.

Dog walking

Claude was so surprised to see people walking dogs of all shapes and sizes along the street and even in and out of shops and restaurants! The biggest shock came when we went to a National Trust on a bank holiday Monday and saw a St Bernard dog (aka Beethoven) wearing shoes on his front paws and being fed an ice cream cone! In Burundi, there are only a few dogs and these are mainly owned by the rich or foreigners and are used as guard dogs. They live outside and are not seen being walked in the streets.

Old buildings

Claude has been so fascinated seeing Castles and old houses. In the village where my parents live there is a house from the 15th Century. We visited Cilgerran Castle from the 13th Century and Cardiff Castle from the 11th Century.

 

Claude at Cilgerran Castle, Pembrokeshire, South Wales

Cars and car parks

It didn’t take long for Claude to notice all the different brands of cars in the UK, and the newness of these cars! It has been something that I have noticed more than ever, probably because of Claude’s comments, but there really are a lot of lovely new cars in the UK! I guess in London was the most eye opening with BMW, Range Rover, Audi, Porsche, Rolls Royce and Mercedes lining the streets. Whereas in Burundi the advert, ‘The car behind you is a Toyoto’ is very very accurate! Claude was so excited to sit in a brand new Landrover and be driven in a BMW and Audi! And then there are the car parks where you have to pay, especially in touristy areas where the cost seems so high. All very different to Burundi where you choose to voluntarily give the young man helping you park the car a gift if the car is safe when you return from shopping.

The people of London

We spent a week in London visiting people and being tourists. We went to the British Museum and marvelled at the Ancient Greek Temples and artefacts. I commented on how amazing everything was including the museum building itself (I think I was experiencing some reverse culture shock) and Claude’s reply was, “But just look at all the people – they are making a museum themselves!” with people from many nations speaking different languages. Everywhere we went in London, Claude was fascinated by all the people and happy that he wasn’t the only tourist!

The Queen’s House

Claude’s favourite place in London was Buckingham Palace. He was so excited to be at the Gate of the palace looking through the railings. He just couldn’t believe we could be this close to where the Queen of England lives! Security is so strong in Burundi that we are not even allowed on the road leading to the road where the leader of the country lives. Most civilians have not seen the house from a distance, never mind stand at the gate.

Buckingham Palace in London

Dessertspoons

Claude describes with a big smile how when he first arrived in the UK he didn’t understand why there was a spoon lying horizontally at the top of the place setting on the table. He watched other people eat and saw the spoon stay there. Then a big dish of apple crumble was brought to the table and his eyes lit up as he realised what the spoon was for. Now he is well accustomed to the extra spoon and is excited when he sees it! However, we did have a discussion a few weeks back whether it would be wiser to decline dessert so we don’t know what we are missing when we are back in Burundi…I quickly told him it is better to make the most of dessert while we are here and deal with the lack when we are in Burundi! We do have dessert in Burundi, but you generally don’t need a spoon – fresh fruit or a piece of cake!

Wedding Day 2: The Church Blessing

26 May

On Saturday 11th February, the day after the Civil Wedding, Claude and I had a church wedding and reception in Muramvya – a 40 minute drive from Bukeye. Traditionally in Burundi, the Groom will collect the Bride from her home and they arrive and enter the church together, along with the Best Man and the Godmother. Even though I was getting married in Burundi, deep within my heart there was a desire to do things in the British way – to not see Claude all morning and to walk down the aisle to see Claude at the front of the church! Claude was happy with this idea. It took some planning and explaining to the Pastor and wedding committee members, as it was so different to the norm here in Burundi.

Claude got ready at our marriage home with his Best Man. I got ready at the home I’d been living in for the last 3 years with my Mum, Samantha, Bella my flower girl and Christella my godmother.

Samantha & Mum checking my hair

Unfortunately my Dad was not able to come to Burundi for the wedding due to health reasons. God spoke to me about this back in September while on a retreat at the lakeside by showing me a picture of me walking down the aisle with a teenage boy called Channel. I have supported Channel at a boarding school for children with disabilities for a few years now. He was an orphan, walks with a bad limp and has some special needs. Culturally, this boy would not usually be invited to a wedding, never mind walk the bride down the aisle. During this same retreat, while praying I also saw a picture in my mind of the group of Mamas from Bukeye, which I have been meeting with each week to encourage and teach them from the Bible, sitting at the front of the church as guests of honour at the wedding. I was reminded of the story of the Wedding Banquet in the bible:

Then Jesus said to his host, “When you give a luncheon or dinner, do not invite your friends, your brothers or sisters, your relatives, or your rich neighbors; if you do, they may invite you back and so you will be repaid. But when you give a banquet, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind, and you will be blessed. Although they cannot repay you, you will be repaid at the resurrection of the righteous.” Luke 14:12-14.

I spoke with Claude and we both got really excited about living out this example for our wedding both with Channel and the Mamas being guests of honour. All the eight Mamas were invited and two husbands and they each brought their youngest child with them. We arranged clothing for them and transport to the wedding. Against all the normal Burundian cultural custom these beautiful people sat at the front of the church and at the front in the reception and had tickets to the after wedding dinner. Usually these women would not be invited or at the most be seated at the back or made to stand outside so richer, more educated, higher society people can have seats. [I always get so upset when I go to church and see people being moved from the front seats to make room for “better” people. Why shouldn’t the widow or ex-prostitute who loves Jesus and gives from their little be allowed to sit at the front? – I’m sure a lot of the time their faith is stronger and holier than the “richer” people.]

Beautiful Bukeye Mamas at the wedding

At midday, I was ready and we all got in the car to drive to the church to be early for the 1pm start. Samantha came to the car looking a little concerned. I asked her what was wrong and told her to tell me – she explained that Channel’s suit, shirt and shoes were locked in an inner office at the main office across the street. I excitedly told her she has her husbands keys and there is one for the office, but then she told me an inner door was locked. We looked at each other and at the same time said, “Kick the Door down”!! And that is what she did – the door was kicked to break the lock and then Channel was quickly dressed at the side of the road. Unfortunately he hadn’t had a wash so his unpleasant smell was covered with my expensive female perfume and then we drove a little quicker than planned to the church arriving at exactly 1pm. Claude had been waiting at the front of the church with Samuel his best man for over 30 minutes and was nervous about my late, but very much on time, arrival!

Samuel and Claude waiting in the church

Bella the flowergirl started the proceedings as Nina Simone’s version of ‘Here comes the sun’ played through the speakers. The Pastor got up to announce the arrival of the bride, the music was stopped while he spoke, and then started again! And then my entrance into the church, being held tightly by Channel who was very nervous. I hadn’t felt nervous until I started to walk and felt my whole body and the flowers shaking. I tried to smile, but my bottom lip shook uncontrollably. Sheer emotion. Out of my control. Claude’s smile and embrace brought some comfort and once again I felt my body relax and become more under my control!

Walking down the aisle with Channel

We loved our wedding service. Full of God. Full of love. Full of holy presence. We worshipped God led by a choir. Isai, our good friend and leader of The Cries of a Child spoke a powerful message about focusing on God in marriage and forgiveness being a key. And then the marriage vows. We read them to each other in Kirundi. We didn’t want the distraction of translation and it was beautiful and powerful to read in Claude’s heart language. With the busyness in the lead up to the wedding, I hadn’t had time to practice reading the Kirundi aloud, but Holy Spirit helped me and a little prompting from Christella in my ear I was able to read the full vows (which are the same as the traditional UK marriage vows).

Claude saying his wedding vows to Ruth

Ruth saying her wedding vows to Claude

Following the church service the immediate wedding party (four of us) drove to a nearby guest house with beautiful views for some wedding photos.

Posing for wedding photos

We had a very tight time schedule, as we wanted to finish the reception party by 5pm so guests from Bujumbura could safely drive back before darkness fell. We were 30 minutes late arriving at the reception venue, but the Master of Ceremonies (chairman of the wedding committee) was excellent at keeping to time and saying, “No” to the many people who asked to do speeches. All the guests were served a drink of Fanta, in the glass bottle, and then the speeches started. In Burundian culture as the wedding is organised by the Groom’s family, see previous blog on Burundian wedding preparations, the speeches are started by a male from the Groom’s family so Claude’s Dad started the proceedings. I may be a little biased, but he gave the best Burundian wedding speech I have ever heard including the following highlights:

  • He sang a song unaccompanied that was sung to him at his wedding 59 years ago.
  • He made everyone laugh, a lot, when he asked me to put my head on Claude’s chest as a sign of my love for his son – I was so embarrassed as there were 500 wedding guests watching me. Claude then had to put his head on my chest and again the room roared with laughter.
  • He asked his five other daughter-in-laws to stand up and for everyone to look at them and see how well cared for they are, including their big breasts being a sign of healthiness and prosperity!

As my Dad was not able to be present at the wedding I asked Pastor Jean Claude, Christella’s husband, to speak for my family. I lived with Jean Claude and Christella for 7 months when I first moved to Burundi so we value each other as family and he spoke as if he was my brother. He included my Mum in the speech and she stood and spoke a beautiful speech written by both her and my Dad. Isai also gave a speech as our friend and employer. A group of missionary friends surprised us by singing a song together about following God which moved us both to tears. Usually in Burundian weddings after the male family representative speeches the floor is open for others to come and speak and give presents publicly. We knew this could take a long time and also wanted to avoid the public presentation of gifts.

So… we did a First Dance – UK style. We had practiced a little and did a slow dance to the Beach Boys “God only knows” with the best man dancing with his wife Sabine and Christella dancing with Jean Claude.

First dance Western Style

As soon as the music stopped, Kirundi singing started and we danced Burundian style. It was so much fun with many people coming to join in.

Dancing Burundian style

My Mum and Claude’s Dad danced, very energetically, for a few minutes and it was such a joyful time.

Claude’s Dad and Ruth’s Mum dancing together

The reception ended with a prayer and many people left for Bujumbura. We went to the garden area of the reception area with an amazing mountain backdrop for some group photos. The photo-shoot ended with confetti being thrown over us and the photographer captured the moment:

Confetti kisses!

We had a dinner for family and a few friends including our guests of honour the mountain Mamas and Channel. Unfortunately the outside dining area had to be quickly evacuated as heavy rain started, but we were just so thankful the rain had held off all day.

Claude and I are both so thankful to everyone who supported us on our wedding days, whether here in Burundi, or from afar. We are so thankful to God for blessing us during this significant time.

Wedding Day 1: The Civil Wedding

8 May

In Burundi there has to be a civil wedding in the local commune to legalise the marriage. Only after the civil wedding has taken place can the marriage blessing in a church be conducted. Sometimes the civil wedding is done on the same day as the church wedding or the week before…we decided to have our civil wedding the day before in Bukeye Commune with a little party afterwards for our TCOAC family as we didn’t have a dowry party.

What to wear?

While I was in the UK in November I looked for a dress that I could wear for the civil wedding ceremony. I couldn’t find anything and thought to myself that perhaps we could have ‘African style’ clothing for the civil wedding. When I arrived back in Burundi, Claude informed me that he had had an outfit made, which he thought he could wear for the civil wedding…it was African style complete with a hat and shoes made out of the same Bazin’ material. I got excited that we were really were going to have an African style wedding!

The immediate wedding party – Groom, Bride, Best Man (Paré) and Godmother (Maren) would wear outfits made from the same material. All the other guests were asked to wear African clothing.

I went shopping with Christella (Maren) to a quarter of Bujumbura that specialises in the Bazin material and clothing design. I had decided that I wanted dark purple material as I had been mediating on the passage in the bible describing a wife of noble character and she wore purple linen. I found the purple and Christella chose a contrasting turquoise that complemented her dark skin. We went to the same tailor Claude had used to make his outfit. He told us 2 weeks to make the two outfits so after this time we went back and he told us another week as there had been electricity issues. When we went back the next week he again told us another week (this was only 3 weeks before the wedding day). Finally, he called us to say he had finished. We went and … he had mixed the colours up… my dress was turquoise and Christella’s outfit was purple! Gutted. Angry. Frustrated. This material is much more expensive than other African cloths and the wedding was really soon. I had a choice – be angry and bitter or forgive and bless. I went with the latter and it was so freeing to publicly forgive the tailor and pay him for his work. We bought new material and went to a different tailor paying a premium for him to make the two outfits quickly.

Samuel, Claude, Ruth and Christella

In the commune

Claude and Samuel the best man came by foot to collect Christella and me from the house. We walked the 200m to the commune with the other guests behind much to the amusement of the local community. The ceremony took place in the small meeting room of the commune. The glass in the windows was broken and a welcome gentle breeze blew into the hot room. The Secretary of the Administrator who was dressed in the Burundian red, green and white colours conducted the ceremony. A lot of rules and laws were read out which mainly were related to land, property and children. Claude and I then had to hold the Burundian flag and make our solemn vows.

Holding flag and saying vows

The four of us in the wedding party had to sign the big register book with an old-fashioned scratchy ink pen. Not the easiest pen to use to sign ones name! We were legally married and the guests clapped and hugged us. We walked out onto the road where quite a crowd had gathered to see the newly weds.

Walking back to the house after the civil ceremony

Photos in the valley

As the wedding photographer we had booked for the church ceremony included the civil wedding day in his package we asked him to take some fun photos in a natural rural Burundian setting – next to brick kilns and in a tea field! It was quite an adventure walking down into the valley with high-heeled cream shoes. We had lots of fun and even my usual I hate posing for photos character overcame to enjoy the photo-shoot. I was horrified when the photographer asked Claude to kiss me in the tea field with lots of local Mamas and kids watching…a missionary kissing in public in a culture where physical contact between husband and wife is just a big no in public!

Being watched while kissing in the valley

At the party

The guests had gathered and were waiting for the wedding party to arrive from the valley. As we entered the Village of Jeremiah (home to The Cries of a Child, TCOAC) the TCOAC kids welcomed us with a lively Burundian drumming routine.

TCOAC kids drumming

Everyone was served a Fanta and then Claude and I were called to cut the cake. Our great friend Sabine, the best man’s wife, had made our lemon wedding cake decorated with gift from my parents!

Cutting the wedding cake

There were then a series of speeches and we received wedding gifts. To finish the party we all stood and held hands to sing a song and pray together.

Praying together at the end of the party

It was a beautiful end to the start of our wedding ceremonies. The following day was the church wedding ceremony and reception. Another blog post to follow soon with all the details and photos!

Claude and Ruth with Mum in the traditional clothing!